Why do I always attract the straight guys. I mean don’t get me wrong: I think it’s hot - and the sex is gr8. So are they “straight” or “str8”? It seems that outside the bedroom they try so hard to mask their “bisexuality”.
On the outside, they are dressed as “straight” as possible, while on the inside they begging and screaming for cock.
As mentioned earlier, the sex is great or “gr8”. Like them “straight” dudes love that dick in them. And they go on and on and on. I feel like I’m fucking the energizer bunny. God, okoy, gonna have to for one more round, then imma fake it.
The thing that sucks about these “str8” dudes: I can’t always have them when I want them. They have girlfriends, so they only have limited availability. Or they are so far in the closet, they can’t escape their straight close circle of friends, to meet me, who could just be another friend chill bro.
In a way, I do feel used and abused. I’m their experiment fuck. Obviously they want something their girlfriend or “straight”-“heteronormal” community can’t give them. But maybe my being used is my fetish. Then it’s not so bad. We both get off and get what we need.
Afterthought:
This is not the lifestyle I’m long to keep. I’m single. I have fun. I enjoy life. But deep down I want to connect to the special someone.
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